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Can't stop my thoughts right now
Mental juices seeping thru my veins
Like a voracious beast wanting to escape
In a never ending metal of a maze.

Im happy.
Happy that I can write again
Happy that my mind is liberated once more
To express how I feel.

Feelings.
Contained in my mind
Wanting to let go
Eager to leave things behind.

And when all emotions subside
Waves of laughter and joy will abound.

Once again .... I'M HOME.

LIMBO

Shallow laughters
Deeper thoughts
Finding a reason
And a purpose for all.

Walking aimlessly thru the vast space
Of reality and obscurity.

When will it end?
How far shall you go?
Wondering.
What lies beyond this realm?

So many questions
So little time.

After all that's said and done
There is still so much to hope for.

TIME

Elusive.
Fast paced.
Slips thru my finger
In haste.

Rethink.
What have I done?
No turning back, indeed
No regrets definitely.

Every pain, every joy
Has a purpose.
Every victory, every downfall
Is certain.

Humans as we are
Susceptible to decay.
Intrinsic to our existence.

What's next?

Only time can tell ....

SPANGLISH

Quiero escribir otra vez.

I've been suspending my thoughts and haven't updated my blogspot for months now pero ayer, mi entusiasmo para writing perked up again. Creo que, tengo practicar escribir y hablar en espanol mucho mas. Creo, mi espanol no perfecto ahora pero as they say " there's no harm in trying" , besides that's how one learns.

One of these days, I know I can come up with a poem en espanol. One step at a time Ching ... one step at a time. I want everything to be perfect, perfect grammar, perfect train of thoughs ... absolutamente perfecto!

Estudio espanol es muy divertido. Tenemos profesor es mucho mas provechoso. He makes sure we are having fun while learning the language. El sabado pasado, tenemos jugada Bingo for us to test our listening skills en numero. Soy Campeon! Y mi premio - una caja de oreo - yummy! jajaja!

In a short while I'll be off to escuela, saber y gustar de dia con nuevo amigos y amigas. Can't wait for me to write business letters perfectly well in Spanish as I do in English. I love that part of my job - corresponding to our clients and sending them letters with my signature on it. It's a treat to see my name and signature on the letterhead of the company, but with it comes a big responsibility.

Well, in life there's always a trade-off.

I just hope I'm bound to get a good bargain later on ... I know I will ... I BELIEVE!

JOYRIDE

Another day
And my mind opened up
To a new disposition
A light heart goes with it
Letting go of myriads of baggage,
Slowly...
No matter how much control you want to have over things,
They still slip off...
Slide over the boundaries set.

What better way to deal with it but
To let go!
Wanting perfection is not bad
However, some things are beyond our control.
Acceptance is key.
Us, being imperfect entities in this whirlwind adventure called Life.

Life, tricky and a tease.
Once in a while you will get a good laugh
Other times you are the one being laughed at.
Heck! That's life!

It's one giant roller coaster ride
If you're not up for the adventure,
You're bound to lose.
If you're not ready to take the plunge and risk it,
Your existence will be one giant black hole suspended in time.

Time ... infinite,
Precious as gold,
An enemy to behold!

But when played perfectly well,
We end up as victors
In the end of this journey called Life.

Life
A never ending cycle.

When we no longer exist,
Another one does.