IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY
I woke up this morning with a smile on my face. Today is THE DAY and the first thing that I saw was the bouquet of flowers he sent yesterday.
What a way to start my day! =D
The roses are more beautiful today since most of them have blossomed up.
I just hope they will stay that way and will not wither. Last night when I got home from work I still took pictures of them. This is the second time I received flowers from him. During our courtship days I never received one but I didn't mind for he compensated on watching a movie, going and eating out - my faves.His philosophy is that flowers will wither anyway and it's just a waste of money however, as a woman it feels good whenever somebody gives you flowers, it makes you feel very special and very feminine. I'm really happy he's learning he he he.
Aside from this, I also dreamt of my fave Lola Siote. She past away 4 years ago last Aug 4.She's not my biological grandmother but I love her more than my own since I grew up with her. She's the godmother of my parents in marriage but her husband is the first cousin of my grandfather so technically she's still a grandmother in law. My father works for her and we live in their compound that's why it was her that I was accustomed to seeing and being with during my growing up days. She also loves to drag me along in movie watching, going to the bank and events in the Chinese community and strolling around the city in the province and usually my father will drive us to those events.She treated us as relatives.
During our low and high times as a family she's also part of them that's why we all love her so much. It was our loss as well when she moved on.
In my dreams, Papa and I went to Singapore and we were late for our flight but then we had to go back to the hotel so he can change his clothes, I just can't remember exactly why he had to do that, you know how dream sequences are at times. Anyways, I told him to go ahead so when I got to the hotel I was surprised to see Lola Siote across the street seating on a bench with Selvan and a girl who I think I know in my dreams but now I can no longer remember who she was. She looked young and healthy and was happy to see me too and she waved when she saw me walking towards her. I know in my dreams that my Lola was dead, however I was really happy to see her and when the two other people saw me, the girl came up to me when I was heading towards Lola Siote but I passed her by for I was really going to my grandmother.... and we embraced, I was really happy I think I even cried, but I know those were tears of joy. In my dreams I know the two people didn't know that she's there but when we embraced it seems like they were waiting for me to acknowledge them as well.... weird dream but I was really elated I saw her again even if it's in my dreams.
I sent an SMS message to my godmom, her daughter, to let her know about this dream.I know she's still looking after us and watching us from heaven.
I truly miss her but I know she's just around and I will keep on praying for her soul.
What a way to start my day! =D
The roses are more beautiful today since most of them have blossomed up.
I just hope they will stay that way and will not wither. Last night when I got home from work I still took pictures of them. This is the second time I received flowers from him. During our courtship days I never received one but I didn't mind for he compensated on watching a movie, going and eating out - my faves.His philosophy is that flowers will wither anyway and it's just a waste of money however, as a woman it feels good whenever somebody gives you flowers, it makes you feel very special and very feminine. I'm really happy he's learning he he he.
Aside from this, I also dreamt of my fave Lola Siote. She past away 4 years ago last Aug 4.She's not my biological grandmother but I love her more than my own since I grew up with her. She's the godmother of my parents in marriage but her husband is the first cousin of my grandfather so technically she's still a grandmother in law. My father works for her and we live in their compound that's why it was her that I was accustomed to seeing and being with during my growing up days. She also loves to drag me along in movie watching, going to the bank and events in the Chinese community and strolling around the city in the province and usually my father will drive us to those events.She treated us as relatives.
During our low and high times as a family she's also part of them that's why we all love her so much. It was our loss as well when she moved on.
In my dreams, Papa and I went to Singapore and we were late for our flight but then we had to go back to the hotel so he can change his clothes, I just can't remember exactly why he had to do that, you know how dream sequences are at times. Anyways, I told him to go ahead so when I got to the hotel I was surprised to see Lola Siote across the street seating on a bench with Selvan and a girl who I think I know in my dreams but now I can no longer remember who she was. She looked young and healthy and was happy to see me too and she waved when she saw me walking towards her. I know in my dreams that my Lola was dead, however I was really happy to see her and when the two other people saw me, the girl came up to me when I was heading towards Lola Siote but I passed her by for I was really going to my grandmother.... and we embraced, I was really happy I think I even cried, but I know those were tears of joy. In my dreams I know the two people didn't know that she's there but when we embraced it seems like they were waiting for me to acknowledge them as well.... weird dream but I was really elated I saw her again even if it's in my dreams.
I sent an SMS message to my godmom, her daughter, to let her know about this dream.I know she's still looking after us and watching us from heaven.
I truly miss her but I know she's just around and I will keep on praying for her soul.
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