SAD
I don't know why but I just became sad during lunchtime when everybody is chatting and catching up.I had lunch with my colleagues who are also ex-scb and two of those are ex-scb and also ex-ewbc but now working for another card company, they met us to get their separation pay and they treated us out for lunch - they came all the way from ortigas... for no particular reason I became sad and until now I'm still carrying the same tune..... I don't want to feel this way for I know being happy or sad is a choice.But still I can't comprehend why I'm feeling the way I am right now.
Maybe because my fervent dream of working abroad and making it there is getting in my nerves. I really want to fulfill this dream of mine ... soon. I don't like this kind of feeling, it's like the dream is already within my reach but still I can't hold it... it's near yet soooooo far!
I'm really hoping things will pan out VERY SOOOOON! PATIENCE! PATIENCE! PATIENCE! I know I have it - loads of them but lately it seems like I can't wait for my dreams to be realized.
I don't want to feel depressed over this, I know there are still a lot of things in my life right now that I can enjoy and be happy about. I've been hooked with Channel News Asia ever since I came back and I'm already envisioning myself BEING there...living THE LIFE!
I know I want to do a whole lot of things in my life and one of them is working abroad and making it big there.Lately, LIVING my life is my focus. I have no regrets whatsoever and this attitude I want to continue that's why I want to do all the things in my life in this lifetime. If I want to make an autobiography I want it to be a page turner!
And I know I will do and can do anything as long as I put my heart and mind on it and that's what I've been doing ever since although can't have them all right? I'm still human, a mere mortal but at least I'm trying to be the best mortal that I can be.
I'm not losing hope ... that's NOT me. I'm sad now but I know tomorrow is another day and I'll be better.
A WHOLE LOT!
Maybe because my fervent dream of working abroad and making it there is getting in my nerves. I really want to fulfill this dream of mine ... soon. I don't like this kind of feeling, it's like the dream is already within my reach but still I can't hold it... it's near yet soooooo far!
I'm really hoping things will pan out VERY SOOOOON! PATIENCE! PATIENCE! PATIENCE! I know I have it - loads of them but lately it seems like I can't wait for my dreams to be realized.
I don't want to feel depressed over this, I know there are still a lot of things in my life right now that I can enjoy and be happy about. I've been hooked with Channel News Asia ever since I came back and I'm already envisioning myself BEING there...living THE LIFE!
I know I want to do a whole lot of things in my life and one of them is working abroad and making it big there.Lately, LIVING my life is my focus. I have no regrets whatsoever and this attitude I want to continue that's why I want to do all the things in my life in this lifetime. If I want to make an autobiography I want it to be a page turner!
And I know I will do and can do anything as long as I put my heart and mind on it and that's what I've been doing ever since although can't have them all right? I'm still human, a mere mortal but at least I'm trying to be the best mortal that I can be.
I'm not losing hope ... that's NOT me. I'm sad now but I know tomorrow is another day and I'll be better.
A WHOLE LOT!
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