THE COUNTDOWN
18 more days and we will be celebrating our 4th anniversary. Time flies really fast when you are having fun but recently, it seems like time is slowing down... but I'm still holding on.... I'm in no rush anyways.
" I will cross the bridge when I get there " this is now my motto. I do not want to expect nor assume anymore. If it happens it happens.It's a sacred thing and I want it to happen at the right time and if he feels ready to make the plunge. I just hope we are in sync when that time comes.
I'm no longer in the waiting mode. Right now I do things to make my dreams a reality, to make them happen. I really am pursuing my dreams and I'm doing research and contacting people that will help me reach my dreams and goals in life.
I really want to work abroad. It's a childhood dream. To live independently in a different country, in a culture unaccustomed but known to me. And I know the perfect place for me is Singapore. It's west meeting east. It's a chinese dominating country but english is widely spoken. And if ever I'll be surrounded by Chinese , I definitely won't mind for I grew up in a chinese community. I'd be more scared if I'll be in Malaysia or other parts of Asia for I'm not fully familiar with their language. And the unknown as they say scares you - whole lot.Besides it's the most sophisticated and the safest place in this part of the globe.And the list continues....
I have high hopes that the dreams will be realized soon. I really want to fulfill them before I settle down. I hope the Almighty will allow me to live the life I want to live in this lifetime.
For the meantime, I'm still looking forward to the 19th. I maybe celebrating alone, we maybe apart but I just hope that he still has the urge to surprise me as he always does.
Will I receive a bouquet of flowers in the office? Will I be receiving a surprise whatnot at the workplace? Or just the usual call? In as much as I want to guess, I'd rather not, I might just be surprised that there's no 'pleasant surprise ' at all.
I'll just wait and see.
PEEK A BOO!
" I will cross the bridge when I get there " this is now my motto. I do not want to expect nor assume anymore. If it happens it happens.It's a sacred thing and I want it to happen at the right time and if he feels ready to make the plunge. I just hope we are in sync when that time comes.
I'm no longer in the waiting mode. Right now I do things to make my dreams a reality, to make them happen. I really am pursuing my dreams and I'm doing research and contacting people that will help me reach my dreams and goals in life.
I really want to work abroad. It's a childhood dream. To live independently in a different country, in a culture unaccustomed but known to me. And I know the perfect place for me is Singapore. It's west meeting east. It's a chinese dominating country but english is widely spoken. And if ever I'll be surrounded by Chinese , I definitely won't mind for I grew up in a chinese community. I'd be more scared if I'll be in Malaysia or other parts of Asia for I'm not fully familiar with their language. And the unknown as they say scares you - whole lot.Besides it's the most sophisticated and the safest place in this part of the globe.And the list continues....
I have high hopes that the dreams will be realized soon. I really want to fulfill them before I settle down. I hope the Almighty will allow me to live the life I want to live in this lifetime.
For the meantime, I'm still looking forward to the 19th. I maybe celebrating alone, we maybe apart but I just hope that he still has the urge to surprise me as he always does.
Will I receive a bouquet of flowers in the office? Will I be receiving a surprise whatnot at the workplace? Or just the usual call? In as much as I want to guess, I'd rather not, I might just be surprised that there's no 'pleasant surprise ' at all.
I'll just wait and see.
PEEK A BOO!
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