Wednesday, November 03, 2004

LOVE KO 'TO

Singing makes my heart glad.Singing makes my day complete, singing... I guess I was born to love it.

Early this morning, just like my usual mornings lately, i'm having difficulty getting up for I don't see any excitement and challenge on what's going to be ahead of me today. And as expected, my morning started with a talk with B which means I did something he didn't like again - earshot from my teammates and Big G. Oh well! I guess this is my storyline in CS and will always be until such time I transfer to another department which hopefully soon. You ask me why I think this way, i'll take a day an a half to discuss this - metaphorically speaking.

Anyways, my day didn't end that bad.To sum things up, after doing my usual checking of stuff done by my teammates and providing reports asked by B, little did I realize it's already quarter to 2pm and my teammate asked me to be with her in a meeting with other department. A few minutes later, it's my time to attend the performance coaching training. It went okay and we ended at 5pm.Since I haven't eaten lunch yet, just went down to my workstation and told B that I'll just take my lunch, he asked if the training only ended at that hour, I answered him back with a quick yes for i was REALLY hungry.THAT's my first meal of the day.I usually don't have time to eat breakfast for there's nothing to eat in the first place unless otherwise you will cook and prepare breakfast yourself.Well, my stomach is already used to this routine. At times I think if I still have a stomach to begin with.

During our training, my friend who's also a singer told me that I will sing solo tomorrow at the program prepared for the blind kids our Bank is giving donations to. Later I found out I wasn't the first choice, as usual if they won't be able to get somebody to sing,during the last minute they will call me or tell me to sing....History REPEATS itself AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN.....

Please don't get me wrong, I'd love to do it especially if it's for the kids. I love to sing and perform. I remember last year I was in the same state and my extra curricular activities in the office like choir and intermission nos for the programs sponsored by the CEOs office were the ones who motivated me and helped me cope up with my every day work. It's the recognition and acknowledgement also that Mr. Simon Morris, our CEO,gave me which made me boost my confidence and motivated me to go to work. Since he knows me, I don't want to be known just a good singer but a good officer as well.THAT's what helped kept me going last year....I hope this will also help me this year (crossed fingers).

Back to what I was saying about singing, I'm excited for tomorrow's activity. Hope my friend and I will be able to make our audience happy tomorrow with our singing especially the kids, they're the SPECIAL ones, they're blind. Hope the music will make them glad, make them feel we care for them and that they're no different from us. As a matter of fact, they're lucky they won't be able to see evil. I just remember this morning, on my way to work I was acting as if i'm blind at the backseat of the cab I rode.I was thinking this morning what if i'm blind.Little did I know, I'll be doing something for kids of that kind. I know I mentioned awhile back that they're lucky, I think i'm still luckier for because of my vision, I can appreciate what God has done for us to see =D

Hope i'll be whistling a happier tune tomorrow. I know tomorrow is another day but hope God will make my day tomorrow better than today.

I want to sing Jasmine Trias' song tomorrow, if my friend likes it too.
I'm singing my, i'm singing my song.Papara papa, love ko to.................

SHORT STORY

While I was replacing lost card accounts, I thought I heard somebody shouted at my ear just like what Niks usually does. I was wearing earphones then for I was listening to my cd.I REALLY screamed and Niks and Joey were still there, heard and looked at me to see what happened. When I learned that it was not Niks who did it. I got scared and took my earphones out of my head! I REALLY heard a man shouted at my left ear!

Past 10pm, while I was packing up, Niks asked me if I saw the black shadow. I said NO and I can feel the hair on my nape started to rise and i was beginning to have goosebumps! Told Niks about it and I added that I'll go ahead of him.

I guess Halloween is not yet over!

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