Monday, July 17, 2006

TIMELY

" Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."
~anonymous

This is a quote from the email I received today, very timely I must say for this morning I woke up catching my breath and having a hard time breathing, there was even a time I can't breath at all!

In this short span of time I was thinking I might not be able to survive. I was not being over reactive but honestly that's how I felt early this morning. My throat was dry and I woke up with my pillow over my face, yeah I know that's the culprit and it was my fault since I like putting a pillow over my eyes - one of my rituals before going to sleep. But as soon as I regained my normal breathing back, I TRULY THANKED GOD for giving me another day, another chance. I attended today's mass in the building to show how grateful I am for this opportunity to spend another day here on earth.

I don't want to sound dramatic here but when you are at the verge of THAT dreadful moment you would be feeling the same thing.

I usually start my morning prayer with 'THANK YOUs ' and whenever I say the words , I do mean them only this morning the intensity is doubled.

Right now I can already humor myself on what had happened. Looking back, that's not the way I want to end my life.... HEADLINE : DIED WHILE SLEEPING... How UNGLAMOROUS! he he he.. who says death is?

Seriously, if it's my time I hope God will allow me to say my goodbyes to the people who I love dearly, let them have closure too.

But right now the best thing that I can do is to do what I NEED to do on a daily basis. That way I will not have the dilemna of COULD HAVE, WOULD HAVE , SHOULD HAVEs.... so help me GOD.

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